Disorientated… All Morning, been Disorientated & Disassociated… And now I’ve finally realised I’ve got Vestibular [Migraine] Dizziness and a Thick Fugue & Haze around me – can’t see things properly — like there’s a very delicate mist and I’ve put the wrong contact lenses in from two prescriptions in ago (…still wearing my normal, perfectly fine glasses)…
Struggling With Food. Nightmares. Severe Buzzing Paresthesia. Fibro is being utterly Ferocious, as is what seems to be the RELENTLESS Symptoms of FND...
It's been a strangely weird last few days, where everything has felt extremely Super-Surreal. The Weather Doesn't Help -- Rollercoaster Isobars and Hot, Muggy, Heavy Weather around.
Abscilla is Back... And in fine form it seems... Thing is that's messing up Everything. And Everything was REALLY Messed Up Enough As It Was....
Such Are The Complexities of Fibromyalgia - Incontinence, Pain, Fatigue, I also Aspirated a lot of coffee whilst trying to take Meds - just as I was starting to overcome a chest infection from that very same thing, too. Add That to having to deal with Autistic Burnout and Sensory Overload, it ALL adds up to a Bad Morning.
Turns Out... I DID Have A Chest Infection. The GP Came Out almost Immediately to see me, after being called up, turning up just before 6pm, the same day.
Woke up with some pain in my throat - having screamed for Carlos Alcaraz yesterday whilst winning and when he won... it's amazing there is Anything left. On Top Of That I've had Raspy Fibro Voice and I am LITERALLY TOO EXHAUSTED to Breathe. Or Manage. Move. Think.... ANYTHING. MEGA FATIGUE OVERLOAD - and it is UTTERLY INTOLERABLE....
There's been an Ongoing & Growing situation where I have been Aspirating food & fluids... Which, Quite Frankly, is getting into Terrifying Land Territory...
Mam has gone to see Little Sis to look after The Kids, whilst she goes to see some comedian at the theatre. Effectively Abandoning Me - us - To My [our] Fates.... (!!!)
SUMMER SOLSTICE ~ And the FIRST Time in a while I haven't felt the air was "too thin".... (?) It's 1013mb, with no heavy weather lying around, even though the Pollen is still very high, too..
The Overwhelming Distress, Confusion,, Hyper-Anxiety, and Complete Disintegration of PURE CHAOS that is currently bombarding my existence is FAR More than I am capable of coping with anymore....
The Heat Is Relentless... Torturous... AGONISING. And it just doesn't make things Harder To Do... They Make Most Things Now Utterly Absolutely IMPOSSIBLE.
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