Down  The Rabbit Hole
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Having MAJOR MEGA BlackOuts Today... One not long a go from about 11:10pm to just minutes before 12am... 

Looking back at all the entries in my Journey Journal for this month... I have spent it ALL in Severe BlackOuts. Day after day, constantly almost each entry details how I've been struggling under BlackOuts and unable to do anything, or even function in any way, at all...

I'm no better but at least I don't seem to be any worse...? Spasms in legs went yesterday - now they're even more Useless than usual, and I can't do almost ANYTHING, because they're not back.

DISTRICT NURSES FAILING TO ATTEND STANDING APPOINTMENT & FAIL TO ATTEND A CATHETER EMERGENCY TO SOMEONE WITH HYDROCEPHALUS

Another bad night with Nightmares that caused my jaw to clench SO hard my teeth are killing me - hasn't happened in a while, but seems it's back now, with it being the second or third time in a row now...

Today is already completely kicking my ASS after yesterday… and to make it worse it is STILL 982mb THIS MORNING — FFS…!!!!! …. Could up some bit of lung-fluid and sticky-icky stuff. Came up easily enough with a bit of Ventolin… Thought it was because I might have aspirated meds, but it didn’t seem to be the case.