By this time, after DECADES of having it done to me… I YET -- STILL -- CANNOT Understand why Medical Professionals make it some kind of… What?…. Blood Sport? … Some Intergrated,Target-Driven Professional Requirement? … Sociopathic or Sadistical Personal Whim on Vulnerable People…??
So… Sir Knobend Starmer and his cronies are apparently so entrenched in their Ableist Landfill of Lies, they believe that having an “extra £400 per month” in Universal Credit makes ALL Disabled People “inherently lazy” and “incentivises” us to “Not Work”.
It’s been OVER ONE YEAR since I had my Functional Neurological Disease [FND] Diagnosis. And in that time, since then… Nothing’s happened.
Currently in a state of Internal Catatonia… Run dry by the “politics” of the NHS…. and of being controlled by Everything But Myself — despite constant and varied BIG Efforts Upon Efforts of trying to make it otherwise… there seems to be nothing I am able to do to control the constantly failing body that I have, or what other people insist on doing despite everything from asking nicely to outright Demanding otherwise.
How is it that the NHS has got it SO Bad WRONG, that even things I DESPERATELY NEED to have checked out now — because they’re REALLY Getting Worse, and... Well. Just a little bit Super Concerning — are getting totally, pathologically Ignored by Me now...??
There is ONLY CHAOS inside my head. Around me. Inside Me.
This time last year, I was Physically & Psychologically Wrecked after the DWP forced me to push aside my Entire December [2024] to write up my PIP Renewal. Except — It wasn’t even DUE for renewal until JULY 2025.
Once again, Left WRECKED and Rotting from the Inside Out because of what was forced on me over the Past Year. At EVERY Opportunity, it seems the NHS is Absolutely INCAPABLE of actually being FULLY PROFESSIONAL & PROPERLY ORGANISED.
My sister and her lovely girls came visiting yesterday.. It was very unexpected and not pre-planned, like it usually is. From the minute of being told in the morning, I had no ability to even process it.
Well. Huh… Been looking at so many various things on and on for time, like Subscriptions and Pricing to engage with companies, offers — like National Trust [stands out]. #
It’s YULE. The Longest Night. The Darkest Time… To be followed by the growing light and hope for the Springtime. For me… It’s Just The Darkest Times & The Darkest Night, full stop.
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