I probably shouldn’t have given as much credence to the very people who have Ghosted Me, Patronised Me, and ONLY DID Anything To Actually HELP when I threatened to go to the Ombudsman…
BUT… ONCE AGAIN, I have been Completely Screwed by the Urology team of my NHS Hospital… This time by doing the SP Catheter Surgery with the WRONG Catheter [type] (of which I am now STUCK with for WEEKS, or MONTHS) then the Surgeon Buggering OFF for SIX ENTIRE WEEKS… Leaving NO ONE babysitting the patients, and NO ONE TO HELP me with the MAJOR problems that came with the surgery.
I found — firsthand and to my own detriment — those who are Most Vulnerable, who have Complex Medical Conditions and other Just As Complex Co-Morbid Conditions, who are also Autistic with multiple mental health conditions, REALLY Do NOT Matter To These People, whatsoever.
They also do NOT put ANY Credence into LISTENING, Taking you seriously, OR SAFE Discharges…
— in fact, they throw you out faster than Premier Inn when it’s gone past 12pm.
It wasn’t draining properly before I even left [FYI they didn’t care]. Then things just got Worse from the drive home onwards, including Very BAD Bypassing and literal Screaming-Level of Agonising Spasms [that haven’t stopped].
— This is actually my THIRD SP Catheter Surgery… and it’s NEVER Been Like THIS Before. Oh, and I’m ALREADY maxed out on Tramadol AND Morphine Pills, AND anti-spasmodics, to boot.
...Something tells me... That's probably not good.
To make it Even BETTER… I got a BAD Infection.
The kind with disgusting stuff coming out.
JUST what I ALWAYS WANTED — a horrible Post-Op Infection within a WEEK.
Times like this I am glad to be left Paralysed by FND with 99.9% of all nerves DEAD and GONE from the sternum down. I'd HATE to think Just How BAD the Pain must be, otherwise...
UNFORTUNATELY, one part of the 0.1% Just HAPPENS to be the RIPPED RAW nerve in my Urethra — from the Urethral Catheter Expelling the catheter, 10ml balloon and ALL (read: ripped out by INSANE Spasms), on a Near-DAILY Basis… for 18 MONTHS.
Honestly, I absolutely CANNOT BELIEVE [as bad as things were] — I was BETTER OFF and BETTER actually BEFORE this Surgery.
I just… NO. Words.
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