All I wanted to do was play SIMS.
I've been "Fibro FlareUp Symptomatic" All Day, from the very beginning - even at 6am when I woke up from nightmare-infused sleep...
Woke from vivid horrid VIVID Dream-mare to Buddy... And a HOST of physical WRONGS... MEGA MAJOR BUZZING. EVERYWHERE. Even in Teeth. .. A weird fuzzy, buzzy sensation and horrid taste on my tongue, too...
Dizzy, disassociated, disconnected. Horrible... Left arm HEAVY and shoulder numbed .... Buzzy... Horrible.
The Sensations and Fibro Flareup Keep Going...
Seriously strangely agitated & twitchy STILL...?? I HAVE played games somewhat, I have tried to do things — and it's still bad...... ??? I have NO Idea how to help them if those things have failed...
In PAIN... Minor spasms to go with the twitches & vibrations... ALL OF Them makes it Hard to Breathe. Hands are weak, Trembling. I ..am having difficulty with them again. 🤨😒🤦🏻♀️
There's a CONSTANT Low, minor Buzzing — but still significant 🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️.... Comes with dizziness, spaced out, disassociation, distortion , feeling separated from the world... having Vestibular Migraine....
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BlackOuts & ZoneOuts getting slowly worse {already....}
Eyes either CANNOT focus Or find it hard to focus. Feel Immensely TRAPPED Inside body... Can't move, or moving VEY Difficult, moving PAINFUL and TOO FUCKING EXUSTING...
EVEN SMALL MOVEMENTS... DOING EVEN THE SMALLEST THINGS... JUST WRECK ME COMPLETELY....
At 00:37am
JUST GETTING BACK TO THE ROOM NOW FROM BATHROOM... CANNOT BELIEVE BLACKED OUT FOR WELL OVER AN HOUR!I -🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️😭😭😭
In Room... RUSHED BACK as FAST as I could ...
I. Am. Fucking. SHAKING...(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
At 02:09am
Passed out for nearly another hour when got back, eventually coming round at 01:53am.... Lolli is ILL with what MAY be a Bad Diverticular Flare,up — And Now I have to figure out how we're going to make Lolli’s Meds for Tomorrow.....
MAJOR MEGA Stressed & Upset ... Was Shaking When I came back from the Bathroom...
Wish I Did NOT HAVE TO DO THESE THINGS.
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