Feeling like I've been by a PLANET.... Vibrating Buzzy Feels are BAD... They're STUPIDLY PAINFUL and to go Right Through Me and put my teeth on edge -- sometimes it just makes me jump into a tub of ice cream just to soothe it all away. It's all Nightmarish... And I Don't Ever Get To Wake Up From It. EVER.
Weather and Air Pressure Isobars are making Fibromyalgia Symptoms Unbearable... Paresthesia is Rampant and the worst of it feels like Popping Candy -- In EVERY Part Of My Physically .
Physically unable to move, and Entirely Non-Functional. There's nothing but PAIN, Exhaustion, Drained Fatigue, and IMMENSE Paresthesia.
CONSTANTLY BLACKING OUT... I am in STUPID PAIN... Spine feels lie FIRE & ACID.... EVERYWHERE [I have ANY Sensation] is AGONISING Popping Candy...
It's Horrendous....
Wanted to play Game - Mass Effect Andromeda, specifically... Or do more with my Books, or website... but No -- I'm doing THIS Instead... And It's Just Killing My Insides... I feel so Sad, Useless, Worthless, Hopeless & Frustrated.
Just.... Since WHEN was Playing a PC Game, Moving, even Breathing... a Luxury?
The Current Level of PAIN that I have is... NAUSEATING... Absolutely EXTRAORDINARY... Enough that I cannot even Hope to stay Conscious, it seems...
I haven't Stopped Blacking Out since this afternoon, and I can't Get Myself To Stay Awake, either.
Isobars Are Going UP Again, too -- Which Is Not Good.
Even Just This Afternoon... Isobars were 1015mb... Maybe 3 hours ish later, it's already 1018mb...
The Popping Candy AGONY is Going Through Me -- I Can't STAND It.... And It's Causing My Brain To Go Offline, it's SO BAD...
.... I am Even VIBRAITING from them...
I can't move, I can't breathe -- not without IMMENSE, BRAIN-BRAIKING PAIN...
Neither Caffeine or Sugar is helping much of anything for Lucidity either -- given, usually, I'd be OK right after even Just ONE Of Them, let alone Both...
Current State of Existence => Non-Existent... I am a potato in the corner. A Big, PAIN-Filled Potato.
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