Whatever’s going on, it’s making me feel Horrible… Tired and sluggish.… Pain… Still not quite up to being able to get out of bed...
Chest, back, shoulders, neck, head… all wrong, with Pain & being Rock Solid… And meds haven’t even helped yet..
Can’t settle… Exhausted… slept too much, basically, too… Though I didn’t even get to sleep till 5:20am, according to my Watch. I'm struggling HARD to even Stay Awake... I HATE IT.
Rollercoaster Isobars are definitely here to STAY, it seems…….. 😭😭😣😣🤦🏻♀️😫😫😫
They Just Knocked Me & Lolli For Six, Today...
I've been completely non-functional all day. I've been in BlackOuts or ZoneOuts and Unresponsive to attempts at waking up -- meaning Fibro-FlareUp with Pain & Paresthesia is BAD.
Lolli has been sleeping for most of the day. Has a BAD Headache. Same Isobar Tells Every time, Like I Do.
It Feels Horrible... Intense, Sharp, Aching, Tingling, Buzzing... Sometimes feeling like Popping Candy inside my skin, tissues, nerves, muscle, bones... Sometimes Feeling Like Nettles Are Being Rubbed Over Me... Bones Feel Like Their Being Crushed... Head Pounding, fingers made of lead and almost impossible to move... Too Fatigued To Think Or Move... Too Exhausted To Focus or Have Any Kind Of Conversation...
NOT doing a good job of keeping myself Lucid. STILL not able to drink Coffee properly.
Zoning Out Or BlackOuts are Damned Scary, and I don't like the massive flood of... whatever... Rushing Through Me whenever I come round -- it feels like that WHOOOSH you get when you go down a massive Roller Coaster hill, and it just stays inside, feeling HORRIBLE.
It hasn't helped that I think I did not take one Tramadol or one Baclofen at Lunchtime Meds - I found the two pills on the floor, and I think maybe that's why I felt THAT bad during the afternoon... because there's supposed to be TWO of Each IN my meds - not One Of Each on the Floor...
It's SEVEN PM Before I Start Getting A Clue... Maybe because most of my meds are in me by now, maybe? In don't ever know why suddenly my brain will suddenly clear up out of nowhere and become semi-lucid again. Unfortunately, my body NEVER follows suit, which is a BIG shame. I could do with less pain, stiffness, buzzing & tingling.
But then... It takes less than 45 minutes for the clouds to descend once again...
Apparently Tomorrow, It's Descending 8MB In A DAY. From 1027mb to 1020mb. That's probably got A LOT To Do With Today, too... Explains a LOT why it probably Hurts Like A Bitch...
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