Feel like I have done nothing but Black Out All Day -- certainly have all evening...\ Been trying to play SIMS .. All the Meds Alarms of is Distress and Debilitating Confusion...
The BLACKOUTS are a Menace at first, then they become UNBEARABLY HORRIBLE as they KEEP GOING...
I Pass Out from SHEER UTTER ABSOLUTE EXHAUSTION...
When I do Black Out, I Simply Go Unconscious - I drop dead to wherever gravity takes me. When I am down, it's always in some kind of... Heap... To Which EVERY TIME, causes IMMENSE, OVERWHELMING, BREATHTAKING PAIN & YELLING out in AGONY....
ONCE AGAIN... I Feel Like I am trying to be PHYSICALLY CRUSHED - Genuinely DESTROYED... Physically AND Mentally... These Weather-Snow-Bombs Rollercoaster Isobars are just setting out to PULVERISE me, and /i dz
I STILL Can't Drink my COFFEE Properly - let alone anything else... Water doesn't even get a look-in...
Meltdowns this morning -- HORRIBLE... Autistic Burnout Meaning I Can't Even BREATHE without getting Panic Attacks that get Escalated into Meltdowns.
I am currently being LITERALLY OVERWHELMED by the 'Alarms going off for 10:30pm Meds ... and by the time I'm writing THIS but down... it's 23:20pm and screaming at me again...... Right Now..... THAT'S ONE HOUR LATE ALREADY -- FROM ANXIETY, PANICKING & SHAKING... JUST SIMPLY ZONING OUT BETWEEN EACH ONE, BECAUSE NOT ABLE TO DEAL WITH ... ANYTHING...
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