Another bad night with Nightmares that caused my jaw to clench SO hard my teeth are killing me - hasn't happened in a while, but seems it's back now, with it being the second or third time in a row now...
Been Zoned Out down an online rabbit hole on my phone and only just put it down because it ran out of juice and turned itself off...
In PAIN Everywhere - Fibro is STILL having a FIELD DAY With me.
Fingers are getting it WORSE now - ACHING & STINGING along with lightening strikes and relentless hedgehog prickles, they're hard to move, don't feel like they react to to me or really belong to me.
Head and Neck are SUPER BAD, with head POUNDING and Neck screaming PAIN when trying to move it - and boy is it hard to move in the first place.
Head also feels like a bowling ball on a popsicle stick, wired up to a drunk AI who hasn't a fucking Clue.... Like, I'm definitely not in charge, and the AI has a hamster that fell of its wheel about a millennium ago..
Dizzy, Hazy, Zoned Out. Unfocused. Ears are aching, in PAIN, Irritated...
Can't see properly - eyes are PAINFUL to move, hazy, fuzzy, PAINFUL to be open at all... Eyelids HURT. Eyelashes REALLY HURT.
Feels like Sandpaper with every blink. Voice is Scratched, hard to talk, voice doesn't work properly, croaky - aka "Fibro-Voice"...
Face, Teeth, Mouth, Jaw, Lips, Cheeks, Skin, Forehead, Scalp, Hair.... ALL BURNS HARD, STINGS, ELECTRICITY ZIPS THROUGH HARSHLY AND CREATES AGONY, IRRITATED AS HELL...
Hard To Breathe - Ribs and Muscles achy, PAINFUL to move at all, like been STOMPED ON - HARD... Like, Beaten up and woken up the next morning... And All Breath Feeling Like Acid - or a million hedgehog balls bouncing around inside.
Back is AGONY and screams whenever I breathe or move, even a nanometre ......
I can't even fucking MOVE. Not without SCREAMING AGONY, Stiffness to the point I'm a Lead Weight in a Concrete Suit, trying to move in Gods-Damned THICK & Lumpy School Custard....
EVERYTHING FUCKING HURTS.........
TOO TOO TOO FUCKING MUCH
It's literally as bad as it was BEFORE I had the Meds -- and that's FREAKING ON THE GODS-DAMNED MEDS....!! I mean....What the HELL is that about and HOW can it BE THAT GODS-DAMNED PAINFUL???!!!
Isobars are INSANE, have been Insane —
...And MORE RollerCoaster Isobars are still on their way, too.
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