By this time, after DECADES of having it done to me… I YET -- STILL -- CANNOT Understand why Medical Professionals make it some kind of… What?…. Blood Sport? … Some Intergrated,Target-Driven Professional Requirement? … Sociopathic or Sadistical Personal Whim on Vulnerable People…??
What I’m talking about is Complete Disinterest -- leading to Dismissal and Patronising, Demeaning, Condescending, Sardonic[and/or]Sarcastic, Mocking & Belittling Speech -- and I mean a Speech; lectured and like you’re a 5yo who’s never had a thought or experience in your life, and you just need them to tell you what they think, or lecture you [in a fake caring manner that's just Patronising in the end] the most BASIC Things… As If You’ve NEVER Thought Of It Yourself.
VITALLY IGNORING Very Serious Information You Have Given Them.
Breaking everything down to its most simplistic, debasing Denominator...And NEVER Looking At Anything More Complex.
Making sure they’ve absolutely shown you, to the point where there was DEFINITELY NO Question that they had indicated, non-verbally -- You Are Not Worthy of My Time, You Pitiful Creature.
They have NO Interest in your VERY SERIOUS Symptoms… And simply make ridiculous claims: “Just Excersise more”. “It’s ‘Just’ Anxiety” [… Oh, and Doctors? There is No Such THING as “JUST” Anxiety -- it’s a VERY F*NG SERIOUS Medical Condition… ]. “You’re Too Young For <XYZ>”…
It's always left me feeling anything from Hollow, to Hurt, To Frustrated... All The Way To Getting Ready To Burn The World Down -- just so they realise what they make you feel like... And all the while, you sit there Just KNOWING that, somewhere, somehow they are Missing Something Serious.
And that thing quite well may be Something Very Very B. A. D....
Because I’m currently living with the Very B. A. D & Very Serious Mistakes Like This, That They’ve Made Countless Times Before...
I KNOW.
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